i want to whine

but i won't. i'm giving up on hearing back from staff management in austin. also giving up on getting the rest of my vacation pay. money comes and goes. worked out details of payment with mr. jordan, "calling on behalf of the university of illinois." bill-collecting cocksuckers. mr. jordan was a pretty nice guy, though, credit where credit's due. now, about affording it all... we'll see.

it's all okay, though, really. i'm saying this like you're the one who needs convincing. i guess i'm just reminding myself. we'll all float on, huh? (thanks, jeff.)

i'm going to capitalize on these next depressing, poor months, and work on this script. it's hard writing about a shitty time in your life when everything is going so damn well. so this'll be good.

just being dramatic. i feel a little better already.